She doesn't wanted..

Zayn Malik's songs made her to die each & every seconds..It made her to remember the love she still doesn't get..and about her 1 sided love.She wanted somebody..Don't know whether her Lord is just preserving her for her pure,natural love.Maybe He knows that she can love too much.She can defeat you through her love.Maybe it's His plan that to let no one in the world knows that she can kill with her love..All these thoughts were just her hopes.Her wishes..At least she doesn't wanted to be avoided by her Lord!